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Missing Them … Already

By Maurice Amiel on May 30, 2018 inArt

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I would call it the first real spring day.

After a night shower, the sun came out and dried the balcony enough for me to join my neighbor, I with a Beck and him with his perennial cigarette, I on my rickety chair and looking at, as if tor the first time, the twelve or so balconies surrounding our common rear yard.

Yearning for some music I go back inside and put on Brubeck’s Time Out, and I am back in Fort Ord in the early sixties listening to the same record, on vinyl of course, on a Sunday morning when the barrack was ours.

Across the street, at the end of the yard, the same parade of cars enters the YMHA underground garage and leading to it, the same pole to pole wiring running here and there through trees.

WIRED POLE

Wired pole

It has been two weeks since my first wife died.

This is setting the melancholy mood I find myself in; missing her and by extension in general “missing” by anticipation what is around me on this lovely late afternoon.

Plants of all shapes and form echo the saxophone melody, from the lady’s flowered balcony corner…

corner flower

Corner flower

 …to the wild ivy that used to stream out across the grass from the facing building foundation to ours…

wild ivy

Wild ivy

…to my own, now empty, flowering planter.

flowering planter

Flowering planter

It was called Manila paper.

In my university water color elective class that was the paper recommended, its rough texture would scrape the bright paste off the Grumbacher square tipped sable brush.

Impossible to throw away this awkward sketch with my even more awkward pre-mature signature.

manilla paper

Manilla paper

What I, already, have missed since she moved.

She being my across-the-yard ex-neighbor, it is the periodic hanging of her colorful wash on the metal railing of her balcony…

wash day

Wash day

…and missing also is her electric Hanukah menorah, installed by her window all year round and lit up only during the holiday.

I would light up my own in angled retreat from my window allowing only the flicker of the candle light to suggest its presence … and mine.

 

Credit all sketches Maurice Amiel … how nice of him to have scanned them!

Credit the magic of a Montreal spring afternoon for the mood of the piece

 Credit the music of Dave Brubeck’s for the stirrings of memory

 The melancholy turn of the mood is due to J’s passing, this piece being submitted as a modest homage.

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Maurice Amiel

Maurice Amiel

Maurice Amiel, M. Arch. (U.C. Berkeley) is retired professor of Environmental Design at the School of Design, University of Quebec at Montreal, where he was involved mainly in environment-behaviour teaching and applied research projects. In order to promote environmental awareness, he has turned after retiring to documenting and writing about various physical and human agents contributing to a sense of self, place and sociability.

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